Monday, September 22
had a not so good flight, keeps kenna nitpick at. have such a sudden urge to talk to you.
esp after how clearly my thoughts flow to me ytd night when I only had one hour of sleep. sigh. when the thoughts come to me I felt pretty confident abt us cos I feel I can convince you, I feel tt I can make you give us another chance again. but then I just scare I will forget the thoughts I had ytd. wow, ytd was really massive flow of thoughts. suddenly our rs seem to be running on a PowerPoint slide, I saw how clearly our rs went.
sigh, I will be gg hkg frisco next. I can't imagine what will happen when I meet you. I am still scare. I scare you have alr made up your mind and there isn't any point of redemption :(
recently I noticed he like v active in fb, like more than whatapps. so so so scared he has someone new, and has been talking to her.