Saturday, September 13
hello from Delhi! first time so happy to do a Delhi flight and tt is cos it is So light load and I get to work ey. chop chop la. heehee. wants to share with you but I guess not ba. lol I even wonder if you will track my whatapps to see if I have landed safely? did you do tt?
it was just ytd when we msg the whole day. but it feels damn long alr man. anw we agreed not to whatapps for awhile. but we also said if we miss each other, we will whatapps each other. lol. well, what are the chances he will msg me? I mean he is not even sure of his feelings towards me, why will he miss me hahaha. I guess I am slowly accepting the fact that we will break up or rather we have broken up? wise words, what is meant to be yours will be yours. being said tt, it is still bloody hard to go through this period. a period wo you.
well I still standby my thoughts. if two person love each other, shouldn't we just try to work things out? but yeah according to him, he might not even has any feelings towards me anymore. someone said issit cos of third party, tt's why you wanted the break just tt easily, throwing out everything we ever had out of the windows at the snap of your fingers. but I know you, you wouldn't just abandon me cos of another woman??
I tried googling the period to wait for preorder of osim item. haha, but can't find any results.
hmm through this period will he ever miss me? because if he msg me means he miss me which means something.. a hope. a hope that I have been waiting. a chance. a chance to make things right. I am just scare that I might not even be given this chance.
urgh. is time that I need to be happy with myself, with my life. a life which maybe doesn't involve you anymore?
*recently I just have alot of thoughts of how I will decorate our bto. lol. why why why.