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day 11 wo you

Monday, September 15

has a nightmare ytd, i dreamt that you changed your dp on your fb haha. so the moment i wake up, i go your fb and check, still the same. hmmm a little sense of relief. i think why i will dream abt the fb is cos last night. i was 'stalking' him on fb, he appears online at 3 plus am but then his what apps last seen is 12 plus. hahahha don't know if this is just a fb glitch. or he really appearing online?

there were a lot of thoughts running thru my mind. haha. at first i thought maybe he was stalking me too haha. but then i am using fb messenger and i have checked, it is not exactly possible to see my last seen. haha. then i was wondering why he is online? maybe he saw me typing smth and waited to see if i did send them out in the end? hahhaha. crazy. but then i was thinking this is not him, so the next worst thought comes. he is talking to someone else on fb?? lol maybe this links me in dreaming of him changing his fb pic, cos he don't want his potential to know he got gf? lol.

every day i wake up and reality hits me, it is like hell. :( everyday i really wish time can turn back, i will never buy that stupid chanel bag man. never. sighhh now i don't really have much to say alr. except waiting? waiting for the osim thing to come. even though we said we will what apps each other if we miss the other party, i think he probably won't what apps me ba. when liverpool lost, i thought i will receive what apps from him when i touched down from del, but guess not. every day, i think to myself, never thought this will be our ending. god, please have some signs to save our relationship?

-Sign Off @ 4:16 PM :)