Wednesday, September 17
this morning, it was raining v heavily. can't help to but post a msg on my fb wall. 'heavy downpour lil this, pls be careful my dear.' i am quite sure he saw it, but of course he didn't text me haha. sigh, wouldn't expect it too man.
today his last seen on what apps is like 3 plus pm. and then i was thinking to myself, since when he work so late one. maybe is lunch break or smth. sigh, i don't even know his schedule now. but based on his last seen on what apps, he kind of accustomed his schedule acc to mine ba. comes oct, i don't know man. he never even ask for my schedule and i guess there will be a lot of crashes ba. i really think we are slowing coming to an end. a natural death perhaps? what will be his reaction when he received what i did? the one i scared the most, will he he feels nth abt it...