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day 6 wo you (2)

Thursday, September 11

suddenly i feel so relieved and have a temporary sense of happiness! all cos he replied me! i don't know what took him so long to reply, but i am still a happy girl! our conversation is pretty casual, but i can sense that he didn't wanna avoid me totally.

but throughout the conversation, there is one sentence he said that bugged me. when i asked him if i can go watch him play and grab some dinner afterwards, he replied, 'sigh i really don't wanna see you sad anymore. will meet once the osim thingy is ready.' i feel kinda scared why he mention i will be sad if i meet him tmr? this doesn't take away my worry that he wanna give us a chance, still feels that he is sticking to his decision.

we agreed to talk on phone, but he had a last min poker thing to take part in haha. he said will talk if i am still awake when he reaches home. actually i am v tired after a sydney flight, but i wanna hear his voice. i will just try and stay awake as long as possible ba. oh, and one thing which makes me insecure is that when i what apps him and tell him i miss him, he didn't reply to it :(

is there hope? i repeat myself, i am a simple girl wanting another chance to make this relationship right. i know if he changes his mind, this will really be the final bet. but i am willing to bet on it cos i am going to try my hardest ever. please believe me? i will prove to you that you never fall in love with the wrong girl. i am still the soulmate you thought i was.

-Sign Off @ 1:50 AM :)